This is a message written on 12 January 2010. 

Yes I am being very organized. Tomorrow I will begin with my first test of this week. This test week will be slightly different for me than for other students because I run behind everything we had to do since November. I missed probably 95% of all lessons because of my illness so therefor I am aloud to do the test later when I am ready for it. So there are a lot of things to be done and it's too much to have a proper overview. That's why I made a schedule and a list what I have to do this week and the weeks coming up. It's nothing like me to be so organized but I am really proud of it and it makes me think more positive. To be honest I wasn't very positive about anything related to school and I am still a little bit negative. The big question is if I will make it this final year at school. People who know me well, do know I want nothing more than graduate and go to university to study history. Last two months I just thought "Give up, you never make it this year, there are too many things you have to do in such short time" and actually that's nothing like me. I am very positive person and I always telling myself I will get my diploma. Today I am more positive about everything since a few weeks and that makes me happy and I feel a bit more energetic. Of course I can't be to excited about having more energy because it can change the next day. Tomorrow I will start with my English formal letter which won't be a problem I think. Next week I will write about the results of this week and if I am still this positive ;)

Books!

As you know I love books. It's really hard for me to go to a bookstore and just watch and buy nothing. That's why it is not the best idea for me to watch on websites like bol.com. I probably spend hundreds of euros on books and dvds on this website. (They are probably very happy with me being such a good customer ;) ). In december I bought three books of the Twilight Saga (I already had the first one). I really like these four books. It's really easy to read and it's a fantastic impossible love story between a human girl and a vampire. I always loved books of the fantasy genre. Like a lot of people of my age I was a huge fan of the Harry Potter books.

Today I bought the 'Vampire Diaries' books, written by L.J. Smith.
During the time of the Italian Renaissance, brothers, Damon and Stefan Salvatore fell in love with a beautiful young vampire named Katherine. Though Katherine's heart was big enough for both brothers, each of them vied to make her his own. The battle for Katherine's affection led to her eventually death, and left the two boys immortal, heartbroken, and forever quarreling. Centuries later, Damon and Stefan are destined to repeat the betrayal that led to their vampirism. They descend on the small town of Fell's Church, Virginia, where their paths cross with Elena Gilbert, a beautiful and popular high school student who bears a striking resemblance to Katherine. . . .It took my attention so I am really curious if I'll like this series as well.

I also bought 'The Other Boleyn Girl' written by Phillipa Gregory. I really wanted to read this book because I am really interested in the English history. This books is about the famous Boleyn sisters.
Mary Boleyn catches the eye of Henry VIII when she comes to court as a girl of fourteen. Mary Boleyn catches the eye of Henry VIII when she comes to court as a girl of fourteen.Dazzled by the golden prince, Mary’s joy is cut short when she discovers that she is a pawn in the dynastic plots of her family. When the capricious king’s interest wanes, Mary is ordered to pass on her knowledge of how to please him to her friend and rival: her sister Anne. Read more...

When I will write reviews about each books when I am finished. Maybe you will consider to read them as well or not.

This is it for now. It's kind of late here. I didn't notice the time until my mother walked in again to say it's better for me to go to sleep if I want to be able to make my tests tomorrow (and normally I am already asleep around this time). To all of my readers: Have a good night (or day!) and sweet dreams!